[Verse 1: Fuentes]
This sh** is magical
Records hanging in these walls, city 90 in the fall
Playing ball with c and b while ignoring all your calls
Girl you a distraction I won't let you be my fall and, and
(Wait let me take it back real quick for the 10th grade, take i back to the 10th grade for the javi sh**, back in the high school sh**, that soph*more sh**)
Miss Reyes in the tenth meeting Javi on the first
We was skipping ever cla** to the field to spit a verse
Just Javi, Laz, Apollo, Mike, Miguel, Luis and Brandon
sh** was like a family that now is been abandoned
Mike has been in college and I hope he's doing well
Just the other day we had dinner with Miguel
Lazaro seems happy with his girl, we could tell
And Brandon pulling strings on that guitar he never fails
Apollo haven't seen him since the day we graduated and then Javi hasn't stuttered anymore let's celebrate it
The sh** that he's been working on you hear it you'll be fascinated
Your sh** is fire, man your sh** what keeps me motivated
(I love rever.., like reversing the sample and putting the drums and just letting the sh** ride like, some jazzy sh**, beautiful)
This sh** is coming from the heart
I write it for the people that been knowing from the start
Who I am as a person as a dreamer and achiever
As the one you took for granted as the one you ain't believe in
As the one that's never leaving as the one that was left
Now this sh** is backwards cause your actions now regrets
I'll forgive but won't forget cause your words ain't feeling right
In the darkness you're an angel but I fear you in the light
(Yeah yeah, yo elisa this the same sh**, it's the same sh** again, cause you know, this that beautiful 70s type sh**, that turn around and awkwardly talk to your sister kinda sh**, while she's laughing kinda sh**, but cool still type sh** with a cool drop kinda sh** )
(alright here it goes here it go, 1, 2, 3, 4, yeah)
[Phrase: Fuentes]
This must be heaven (x4)
[Verse 2: Fuentes]
Why you thinking of the future if you're leaving in the past
Why your ego lately growing so much bigger than your a**
Talking of your feelings, conversation ending fast
You avoiding every question like you're Fuentes in a cla**
Who am I to these m************
Who am I to these m************
Know 'em and I love 'em I know who they be for me but I can't help to question who am I to these m************
Who am I to these m************
Who am I to these
I know 'em and I love 'em I know who they be for me but I can't help to question who am I to these m************
(Let it ride, yeah yeah, this must be heaven, this must be heaven, Who am i to these motherf**ers, who am i who am i to these motherf**ers)
Who am i, Who am i, Who am i, Who am I
[Verse 3: Fuentes]
Who am I to these motherf**ers
Treating me like I'm their brothers
When they haven't even spoken to me since a couple summers
Back, how should I even react
We all shared the same vision but that sh** no longer match
Movin on
What's the meaning of this song
I be speaking bout the people around me doing me wrong
Cause you motherf**ers played me cause to y'all nothing's enough
Cause the hopeless motherf**ers like myself are left alone
In a city
Where the pity lives around you
Where the people always doubt you
Where the people always whispering the dirty sh** about you
They got nothing good to say, nah they got nothing good to say
Goddamn never really flow like I'm the man I'll be spitting from the heart so nobody understands
Goddamn never really flow like I'm the man I'll be spitting from the heart so nobody understand who I am
To the family that talked sh** about me to my cousins
That summer y'all put my heart inside inside a coffin
Now I'm runnin' lacking thoughts to believe I'm looking back
Cause I'm following a pa**ion unsupported by my pack
Unsupported by my pack, but i'll forgive you all cause without you who am i
I can do this sh** alone but honestly that's a lie
I appreciate the people that's always been by my side
Javi dawg, couldn't do this sh** without you
Your input to my thoughts been essential to my output
Natalia with the art and support for the vision
I thank you for involving yourself in mission
My sister, how many times you walked into my rooms to listen to my sh**
And my mom, for pushing to leave out this place for the thought of better days
[Phrase: Fuentes]
Thought of better days
Always thought of better days
Better days
Pushing me to leave out this place for the thought of better days
[Phrase 2: Fuentes]
Who am I x3
I'll be spitting from the heart so nobody understands who am I