[Verse 1]
I was up for an early morning to see everything was done
I was up for an early morning cause night would never come
I was up for a few more hours just to keep from falling down
I was up for an early morning to see if life would never come
I went out on a big blue Sunday to capture what I thought
I had lost in a hot hot summer day a couple of years ago
I went out with my courage build up just to watch you break it down
I went out on a big blue Sunday to lose all I had owned
I know I know I'm gonna meet you soon
I'll go I'll go wherever you want me to
I know I know I'm gonna meet you soon
I'll go I'll go wherever you want me to
[Chorus]
I will never feel, will never be so real
There were times I felt like this
When you were in my life my tragedy was near
Is that what you want to hear
Well I just wanted you to die
[Verse 2]
I was down on a Monday morning to pity what I thought
I had lost in a dark blue yesterday a Sunday years ago
I went down on a deep blue Sunday to relive what I caught
Long ago in a hot hot summer day to exit what I fought
I know I know I'm gonna meet you soon
You'll go you'll go wherever I want you to
I know I know I'm gonna meet you soon
You'll go you'll go wherever I want you to
[Chorus]
I just wanted you to die