[Verse 1]
I hate a lot of people the first time that I meet them
Hated my mother and my father
I screamed at the world and cried
And as the years went on
I twisted up my feelings
"The world is beautiful!"
A smile on my face as I spit lies
You're a b**h, you're a c*nt
You're a lot of words I wouldn't use in mixed company
When you look into my eyes
I want to strangle you
But I know every monster deserves a home
[Verse 2]
I've almost k**ed myself a half a dozen times
I stared into the void
But got so f**in' scared I'd p**y out
I'd punch myself across the face until I bleed
I'd weep until I fall asleep
Pathetic, helpless, and alone
You hold the world at arm's length
Cause you're a coward, too
You'll never know my name
But I'm in love with you
Because we are the same
Bite your tongue and absorb the blow
Every monster deserves a home
Every monster deserves
[Outro]
When did I become the kind of person that I hate?
I hate a lot of people the first time that I meet them
I've known myself so long eventually I will get better
I've known myself too long
My mood is changing like the weather now
My mood is changing like the weather