I've had one too many knives in my motherf**ing back
Said goodbye to my love and she ain't ever coming back
Tried to make peace with my enemies but it seems
They just keep on comin' at me
Turning me into a k**er
Cold as a motherf**ing night
Into a k**er
Blood is all that's on my mind
I lost the girl I should have spent the rest of my life with
On top of that we lost what could have been our first child
It's a k**er
d**h is my sentence
If you show up in my face this evening I might smack you down on your a** like your alcohol dad did
Act like a b**h and you're gonna feel my clenched fist on your chin
You don't know the type of demons that I'm dealing with within
Too many years of black and gray, depression in the harder way, I'm talking walkin' to a height only to jump
Too many things I'd like to say, and all the people 'long the way, it's hard enough to even try and sum it up
Turning me into a k**er
Cold as a motherf**ing night
Into a k**er
Blood is all that's on my mind
No father figure there for more than half of a my life
And my mama looking like a ghost from working overtime
It's a k**er
d**h is my sentence
[Dezy]
Girl, you got your ways, we were f**ing, make it sound right
Boy was too naive, saw a n***a on your timeline
Little bit of s**, money, action
Guess I broke your heart, then I left it
You've been blowing up my phones
b**h, I think I need a new collection
Now do that sound right? (Damn right)
Never thought I'd leave that old me, now I'm alright
Didn't do a thing they told me, man that's my life
And when the time's right, you gonna see me explode
Down the Hills in my Rolls
When the time's right, n***a, I'm right
Move out from darkness to the lime light
Got six digits in my sight, got six b**hes on my flight
And you ain't invited hater, pressed on my detonator
Pushed me too far, I'm gonna pop pop pop pop pop, you player
Think I'm going f**ing crazy, in a room of broken traces
Lookin' back, trying to find her face
Mama please show me the way
Some things don't last forever
You and me, we've become severed
Made me go and pull the trigger
Turning me into a k**er
Cold as a motherf**ing night
Into a k**er
Blood is all that's on my mind
No hope for the future with a mind like mine
Never thought I'd ever even make it past twenty-five
No surprise the studio is like a murder scene
When your heart is ‘bout quit you're gonna k** that beat
It's a k**er