[Verse 1: Donn Gee]
Uh, now I'll be lying if I said
That my struggles ain't f**ing with my head
Intoxicated women in my bed
Dame know the game, if she didn't I'd be dead
Russian roulette with a young brunette
We just living in the moment, how bad could it get?
Keep it coming like a satisfied Mistress
Jack tell a n***a how to fix this, is this
The sh** I gotta do to k** the pain?
The more I drink, more I feel compelled to still complain
It's like I'm drowning but I'm good wishing for the rain
Wouldn't change a thing cause the aftermath will be the same
Yes lord, it's a bittersweet feelin
k**in' how I'm livin' ain't even care for healin'
Dealin' with these women got my mood all wack
Now I'm chillin' out with good ol' Jack
Let me tell you something
Uh, I still remember when she bounced
Lately I just open up to henny and a ounce
I announce, she's the reason I get faded
It's a shame when you change, nothing ever really counts
I hope to hell she see me, i'm doing better than ever
Risin up to my standards and I never had to be clever
I know I never should've waited
Im the realest n***a that she ever dated
She ain't appreciate it, tell me something new
I admit I was upset, now her set I'm f**ing too
Knew them b**hes from the get, now they getting with the crew
Grew immensely in myself, now myself is what I do
sh**
Weed's losing colors, wine's losing taste
(yeah) Memories of affection i'm trying to erase
I swear I loved her body like she love the chase
Who would've thought that a bad guy came in second place
Lately i've been getting faded to forget her name
But when I wake, the scars remain, it was all in vain
Take a shot for me, she tells me
J.D. in a collins gla** compels me
Sittin all alone, Bullsh**ting with bartenders
Pourin' out these feelings while they sayin it gets better well
An eternity together is a better hell
But if my demons are redeemin' I will never tell
f**in' faded, I love it I won't regret it
Embedded your cerebellum
And fed'em all I could tell'em
I said it before you read it
Expressed it inside a message
You guessed it and wouldn't let the impression change my intentions
I question what im feeling in minutes turn to obsession
I'm in it just for the pleasure and slitherin' in her treasure
And how I love me some gold
Thank god that my heart is dumb cold
Uh, I only love her if she talk back
Tell me how am I to solve that?
Long hair, light skin, and her soul black
Thighs thicker than wayne's syrup and all that
(all that) Wanted to take it take it to another level
But you dont control the game when you deal with a devil
Got you thinking you on top, call it missionary
Then have you at a loss for words, where the dictionary
She ain't even worth the pain in the AM
Picture's worth a thousand words and all I say is damn
Beauty is a k**a, I knew that from the beginning
And whats worse is when you thinkin that you winning
Love is a competition, rules and regulations in a prison
Ball and chain but escaping ain't the mission
My Sanity i'm wishing, Broken heart has got a n***a hissing
Momma spoke but a youngin never listens
Yes lord, it's a bittersweet feelin'
k**in' how I'm livin' ain't even care for healin'
Dealin' with these women got my mood all wack
Now I'm chillin out with good ol' Jack
Yeah , said , it's a bittersweet feelin'
k**in' how I'm livin' ain't even care for healin'
Dealin' with these women got my mood all wack
Now I'm chillin out with good ol' Jack , n***a