Feels like im fallin in an endless abyss
Wreckin the kids but settlin for devilish tricks
From b**hes who don't even try and bother to piss
To put me out of the fire that i self-inflected
You show me a mistress, ill show you a seducer
She only follows losers for pot and f**in brewskers
You're gettin played, kid, im tellin you
You will feel the wrath of f**in hell if you settle, too
I can't even pinpoint what annoyance has put me in this appointment
To get my f**in brain checked and my heart broiled
Im guess im just spoiled with all the sh** that i oil over
So i get higher then the mars rover
And have my life fall into ashes as i watch it
And cop a f**in bud light and contemplate offin it
Waiting to get back stabbed to have a reason
To f** you up verbally or physically for treason
f** a hook, you expecting me to give a sh**?
I guess you're new here, nice to meet you, im ignorant
Simple enough premise to grasp
Im a f**in a**hole who treats you like crap
Boundaries? i got none
Friends? yeah i got some
But at this rate im going ill be lonely 'fore the sun gone
Tune into fox news where the cops lose
And see my family at gunpoint till f**in noon
I feel fine when high or with friends
But i get alone and feel the walls closing in
I think feel my heart stopping with continuation
But my family tells me i need to quit complaining
So im taking this keyboard behind me
And bashing myself in the f**in skull until it blinds me
I keep saying "why me?"
....i guess you can see why im not lively