[Prod. By J Cardenas]
//Verse 1//
I'm taking control of your life like a bullet in the chest
Hold on to that little string
Start acknowledging a true threat
And I said yes, even dead yes
'Cause I had to, July in the middle of the desert
Thirsty, I need water
I was brought up by the need to bloom
A seed someone planted here
Fear that soon I'll blow up like a bomb, boom
So devoted that would make MJ feel bad
Developed such hunger I gotta open my own factory
There's not enough pads
Owe me nothing, listen to what the white kid says
Is it music or commercial ads?
He has something in him
Put yourself in his position
Since twelve he learnt to make it all alone
Teachers said "This kid is going to burn in hell"
b**h, that's where's my throne
And there's a reason to stand up, well
I feed myself, everytime I fell I bouced back
It's only a boost, self made
No one rootin' for him
Only she stood beside him
But she left anyways
On his own again
Oh wait, there's a pen
Is it faith? Nah, it's who I am
And I'll tell my story
No one else can do it for me
And f** "Glory days"
You will never hear another bullsh** like that from me
'Cause my mind is depressed you see
And to be fair to myself
I have to dress in my own clothes
Follow my own quote
Try not to drown in the sorrow that my brain made my hands wrote
It's like a stain it won't leave
It's in me, I can't deceive
Not me, not He
I ain't going lower than the ground
But in between the dust I found a Reason to stand back up
//Hook//
Jump, ju - ju -ju -jump
Ju- ju - ju - jump
Ju - ju - ju - Jump
Ju - ju - ju - jump
//Verse 2//
And now you know what I want
What I meant with all this sh**
Call me crazy for believing in myself and following my dreams
But if you look at my role models ain't as crazy as it seems
I keep control of my sh** like I was playing sims
And I know it seems bad
I see it in every portuguese face
Bills to pay
Feels like you are not going to make it to the end of the day
But you gotta jump
Let the feelings go
Let them keep flowing
Bet in yourself
Turn that sh** into something amazing
Show the world you're facing your problems
They'll turn your story into a thousand novels
Inspire someone
You are not done
Punch the truth to who called you a liar
Surf the ocean while you are on fire
Sky ain't the limit, show that you can go much much higher
Understand that everything you want you can have
And show the middle finger to who says the opposite
Search for that inner strenght and bringer her
Let them see it
Let them be around you and feel it
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