{verse 1}
Well i been stalkin' you again on the internet
Because i never see you in the flesh ever since you left
And i haven't just missed the sex
It goes deeper, you're my lolita, señorita
My heart knows a keeper when he meets her
But now we don't speak, i can't reach you
By phone or text, you gimme no respect
And i can only guess who you'll be bonin' next
So like an open inspection
I'm checkin' through your facеbook photo collections
Goin' over exprеssions i catch in your face
That prove your new life is a happier place
And every snap's like a slap in the face
Harder than the last, you party now and laugh
While part of me discards all feelin' to cope
The other half of me still holds onto hope
{chorus}
Now i'm sittin' here with sadness takin' over
I shouldn't drink but i can't stand it bein' sober
I've got a bottle of hypnotics in my hand
Thinkin', "ain't love grand?"
{verse 2}
Of a day i wake up to blackness
Physically trapped as if strapped to the mattress
'cause i'm at this crossroad with lost hope
In all directions, broken by rejection
I'm a stranger to razor blades
Except for when i bloodlet, i'm my own subject
In a bedroom bloodfest set to dubstep
And i bet you couldn't give a fu*k less
It's even hard to believe from the start we agreed
To wear our hearts on our sleeve
Now that i'm erasin' the past with a sweet combination
Of vodka and sleep medication
For the deep meditation it gives me
Is good enough to need never wake from it lifts me
'cause when i start reminiscin' and such
About your kiss and your touch
Well i think i just miss you too much
{chorus}
Now i'm sittin' here with sadness takin' over
I shouldn't drink but i can't stand it bein' sober
I've got a bottle of hypnotics in my hand
Thinkin', "ain't love grand?"
{post-chorus}
Ain't love grand?
Ain't love grand?
Ain't love grand?
{bridge}
I know you've left me to yearn
And that you'll never return
So forever i'll burn
For you and try to let go
Got a belly full of pills
And i'm ready for the kill
Losin' breath and lyin' still
I feel the fire below
I feel the fire below
{chorus}
Now i'm sittin' here with sadness takin' over
I shouldn't drink but i can't stand it bein' sober
I've got a bottle of hypnotics in my hand
Thinkin', "ain't love grand?"