[Esham talking]
The wicketsh** continues
After I told these n***az to stay off my dick
They still on my dick trying to bite the wicketsh**
n***az still wanna know what Esham mean
Esham stands for East Side Hoes And Money
That's what I'm all about
But for all y'all n***az bitin the wicketsh**
And tryin to bite the style
I want you to think about one thing
[Samples Rakim]
Remember me? The one you gotcha idea from
Back in this b**h... yo for the 9-4
I gotta let these n***az know once again
That I'm comin like this
They said the wicketsh** was dead (dead)
Some ol' wicketsh** ain't never dead
I gotta let y'all hoes know I'm comin back on yo a**
I stopped believing in god about a year ago
In god I can't trust but uh you don't hear me though
Cause my life in the sunshine ain't sunny
A suicidalist
My memory's on the bliss
But can you really dig what I dug if I drug
The life of a thug caught a .45 slug
I wish I was dead
But I'm f**ed up in the head
Cause I'm kinda hesitant to k** myself
But I hate life
Life ain't nothin but money
And it ain't funny when your honey gets runny
I wish I was down but my mind spins round and around
And how many times can dead bodies be found
But you don't understand the tales of a madman
Unholy comin at your a** once again
Amen, and I don't give a f** though
Sometimes I feel like giving up yo
It makes me wanna holla
[chorus x2]
[samples prince]
[samples Snoop Dogg]
(I feel like givin up)
(Make make me wanna make make me wanna holla)
[When ever my sunshine turns to rain]
(Make me wanna holla cause my dollas come in ozones)
[Esham]
It makes me wanna holla
Life comes in dollas
Doin dirt like ring around the collar
I'll a
Can't get paid if I ain't got a trade
I dropped outta school, now who got played
A fool, I'm just tryna get mine
I'm sick a seein my moms in the welfare line
A n***a, I grew up in the ghetto
I live in the ghetto
I'm never gonna get out the ghetto
The place where black folks die
And slangin them cracks is a way to get by
There's nothin else a n***a can do
And f** the police because they only protect you
You wouldn't understand unless you was a black man
God damn
It makes me wanna holla
[chorus]
[Esham]
I'm still feelin funny ways
On them sunny days when my honey plays
The money stays
Days go by and things seem to get no better
Now the b**h wanna leave, I let her
I don't sweat her
Cause it ain't in my nature
Bringing out the worst in me, I think I hate ya
I can't deal with it hoe
I gotta stay real with it though
Swo yo
My minds spinnin cause I'm drinkin that gin and juice
Tryna forget about you, b**h
You can call me crazy
When every other n***a in the hood is a crack baby
Maybe one day I'll be dead
Bleedin in the sunshine hole in my head
That's all a n***a need
f** a b**h stankin a** p**y always wanna bleed
I don't need that hoe
Not in my life
Not now
Yo no
It makes me wanna holla
[chorus]
[Esham]
It makes me wanna holla
Cause life ain't nothin but a joke
Down in the ghetto
Smellin the gunsmoke
When every other b**h is on this dick
I'm trying not to be a statistic
It's hard, I can't get a job
Mo n***az robbin
I'm steady mobbin
They tell a n***a to look on the bright side
It ain't the black side, must be the white side
I gotta watch my back in case cops wanna act up
Get ya punk a** smacked up
Cause I know you wanna k** me
Cause I know yo a** feel me
It makes me wanna holla
[chorus]