(Intro)
You may think you know what you're dealing with, but believe me you don't (you don't x3) (fade out)
(Verse 1: Trama)
Reflecting from the future on the days before my accomplishments
In my room, all alone, in a state of unconsciousness
Trying to solve my problems b**h, that got a lot of problems sh**
Ain't even got a permit yet and highly any common sense (fade out)
At least that's what my grandma said, my pants were always sagging
That made her mad as f**, I said why does it even matter?
Why does it even matter?, Just leave my style alone
I twisted up my hair, my father kicked me out his home
Didn't kick me out his home, metaphorically he did though
Cause now the walls are closing on me slow, real slow (listen)
I'm feeling the moment, the moment is tense (word)
I'm wishing I knew how the story would end, or where it began
Lost as f**, alone and wondering where are my friends
Memories are happy, the present is a b**h
So I hide inside my past to find my happiness again
Yea the present is a b**h, and I didn't mean a gift
Cause if it was I'd be a happy n***a f**ing it
I'm chill as f**, trill as f**
Can you feel my what, can you feel my flows
They realer than touch, they realer than us
You know that sh**, that's realer than love
Cause love don't exist, cause love is a b**h
Am I a pessimist?, when this life is the evidence
(Hook)
Cause I can't stand to talk to the people I hate
Can't stand to talk to the people I like, but their all in my mind
All in mind, the worst of it is when I am sleeping at night
Nightmares and cold sweats, and snake bites and flickering lights
Enough to have me wishing for d**h but f** that I'd be wishing for life
And they listening, I swear I know they listening
You might call it paranoia, but I know they listening
They got my phones tapped, my walls bugged
I can't talk, cause they'll steal every idea a n***a ever thought
(Verse 2: Trama)
Make a wish, make a wish on a shooting star
Pray for an umbrella, cause when it rains it f**ing pours
You can bet, Ima be, wherever my clique goes
Cause when one falls, we all fall like Dominoes
Vamanos, n***a keep up
And if you didn't know by now, I'm talking to my past self
Like damn little n***a man, you need to step your sh** up
Stop b**hing bout not having it, and make it happen dumb f**
I know this is trippy as what, I'm feeling so dizzy the ground is my top
What the f** is up in my cup, what the f** is up in my cup
n***as is wildin', Im hearing the sirens
I hardly can open my eyes, my verse is so violent that's why you are crying
But I can see through your disguise, n***as happen on my dick, ever since the day that I turned 6
Told this hoe to spit out my kids, unless she wants to swallow sh**
This ain't Pirates of the Caribbean, what you seeing
As of now I'm a plebeian, but in the future I drive European
Let me keep the secrets of my future to myself, wouldn't want to spoil all the spoils of my f**ing wealth
(Hook)
Cause I can't stand to talk to the people I hate, can't stand to talk to the people I like
But they all on my mind, all on my mind
The worst of it is when I am sleeping at night, nightmares and cold sweats
And snake bites and flickering lights, enough to have me wishing for d**h but f** that I'd be wishing for life
And they listening, I swear I know they listening
You might call it paranoia, but I know they listening
They got my phones tapped, my walls bugged
I can't talk, cause they'll steal every idea a n***a ever thought
(Chinatown x3) (Fade out)