Verse 1:
I never thought I'd be the kinda guy to do this
But truth is, I'm in over my head with this music
It's tragic how i got all of my eggs in one basket
But tell me to rearrange them your askin to get your a** kicked
That's it. Wish I could go back like magic
Friends are disappearing like a rabbit in the hat trick
Feelin like I'm spongebob, without my homie Patrick
I'm bat sh** insane opposite of fantastic
Unhappily lackin apathy
As my raps gain fast vast ma** rapidly
Slackin on my sanity. Ignorin my family
The ones who love me are casualties of tragedy
That is how it has to be. I wish it was a fallacy
Pushing folks away always seems to be my strategy
All these people mad at me
Tunnel vision avidly
I hope gradually this eventually pays my salary
I'll stack that cheese
Pre-Hook (x2):
Ayo I'm gettin frickin sick of tryna fit in
You think that you're the only other person with opinions
I'm never quitin on a mission in this business
This big risk, got me feelin ever so distant
Era's Hook (x2):
I finally found it in the space in between the notes
Feeling trapped on a roller that would never coast
Feeling lost on a path none have ever chose
Now the melody can turn and away it goes
Verse 2:
And it's gettin harder and harder
I'm socially retarded, but my rhymes are gettin sharper
Yeah my bars are gettin smarter than graduate from Harvard
My vocabulary's larger than a laboratory mouse herd
But everything always comes at a cost
A wedding ring, a couple friends that I've gained then lost?
I feel the pain and man it drains, I feel so exhausted
Can never look back cuz when I do I'm always nauseous
And it's not something want
Rather one thing I need, it's becoming taunt
I just wanna be heard, want people to know of my art
But it's hard when you go and seclude yourself from the start
I love being by myself, but I hate feeling alone
That's probably the only reason for these songs
I power down my phone. Get into the zone
And drift away until the day I'm sittin on a throne
(Pre-Hook)
(Era's Hook)