bathe in transparence/bathe in a new existence/pull me from this vessel that i own/gravity is binding and unnecessary/pull me from this vessel that i own/floating through the clouds/trying to remain human/ i have shed so much within these four walls/ a cold calm embraces me/ anxiety/aging and eating away/ the clouds will fall from the sky/ a cold calm embraces me/ in a war of body versus mind versus the outside/a necessary fragment of the idol/the clouds will fall from the sky/we will be whole again /and through the fragments/i crawl for a bed of light/ night after night i only aim to realign myself with all that i've created/ and the world as we see it continues to burn/ the darkness washes over us/ and the / the living, breathing, vibrant being won't stare into the light/ the living, breathing, vibrant being can't stand to peer into the light/ bathe in transparence