[Verse 1]
Forgive me, I'm not strong//
Forgive me for the time that I spat at the pastor//
Forgive me my whole life has been a disaster//
Who would've ever known that you and me would be at odds//
Forgive me…
To you my back's drawn//
A mad-dog unleashed and enraged, I'm past-gone//
At times I just wanna blow out my brains and that's all//
Cuz my whole life's getting pissed on like Nicki Minaj's song/cu/
Forgive me…
Forgive me for hate//
And judging by their skin color, thinking they're a mistake//
I don't understand why my heart is so full of hatred//
I don't mean to be a racist, I wish I could erase this//
Forgive me…
Forgive me I'm weak..
And bingeing on all these d** I have in less than a week..
I keep turning to weed, just to get some relief..
That's why I'm on my knees, pleading//
With you, begging you please, Lord, forgive me…
[Chorus]
Please Lord forgive me (Forgive me, oh, forgive me)
Forgive me when I doubted
Forgive me when I shouted… that… I'm forsaken… (Forsaken, ah, forsaken)
Please forgive me ahoo…
Lord forgive me ahoo…
[Verse 2]
Please Lord forgive me…
Cuz when I hear your Word, I feel so offended//
It keeps getting harder and harder being a minister//
Cuz all I seem to do is put the sin in sinister//
Lord forgive me…
Forgive me I've k**ed//
Being the thug I am I was just keepin' it real//
Didn't mean it to escalate, but when I aimed for his head//
I could've easily walked away, I pulled the trigger instead//
Lord Forgive me//
I fiend for the same s**//
I'm saved, but this sin I ain't able to tame yet//
Dealing with too much pain, I cut my wrist like a paycheck//
Only to be relieved like negative on a AIDS test//
Forgive me…
Is this what you meant to occur?!//
Why am I fulfilling my flesh in the eyes of this little girl?//
And what makes it worse is this little girl's, my daughter//
Is this why you brought her in this stupid world?!//
Lord forgive me…