[Hook]
Every night, I make a wish for you
I try to close my eyes
But at times I'm forced to face the truth
You're all I love, my life
I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, napping at noon
Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snapping at you
Marshall what happened that you, you can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with your sk**s, and your own fans are laughing at you
It become a problem you're too p**y to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man would've had this sh** handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust
Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that
He wouldn't f**in' shoot at, no-body, he fights first
But dwelling on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm popping Vics, Percs and Methadone pills
"Yeah Em, tight verse, you k**ed it"
f**ing drug dealers hang around me like yes men
And they gonna do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my f**in' best friend, so f** it, I guess then:
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
They ask me am I okay, they ask me if I'm happy
Are they asking me that because of the sh** that's been thrown at me
Or am I just a little snappy and they genuinely care
Doody, most of my life it's just been me and you there
And I continuously stare at pictures of you
I never got to say I love you as much as I wanted to but I do
Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me, what the f** good does
That do me now, but somehow I know you're near me in presence
Oh, I went and dropped some presents off for Easter to them
Two little beautiful boys of yours to try to ease their minds a little
And dog you'll never believe this
But Sharonda actually talks to me now
Jesus and everyone else is just tryna pick up the pieces
Man how you touch so many f**ing lives and just leave us
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
They say music can alter moods and talk to you
Well, can it load a gun up for you and co*k it too?
Well if it can, and the next time you a**ault a dude
Just tell the judge it was my fault, and I'll get sued
See what these kids do is hear 'bout us toting pistols
And they wanna get one cause, they think the sh**'s cool
Not knowing we really just protecting ourselves
We entertainers, of course the sh**'s affecting our sales
You ignoramus but music is reflection of self
We just explain it, and then we get our checks in the mail
It's f**ed up ain't it? How we can come from practically nothing
To being able to have any f**ing thing that we wanted
That's why we, sing for these kids who don't have a thing
Except for a dream and a f**ing rap magazine
Who post pin-up pictures on they walls all day long
Idolize they favorite rappers and know all they songs
Or for anyone who's ever been through sh** in they lives
So they sit and they cry at night wishing they'd die
'til they throw on a rap record and they sit and they vibe
We're nothing to you, but we're the f**ing sh** in they eyes
That's why we, seize the moment try to freeze it and own it
Squeeze it and hold it, cause we consider these minutes golden
[Hook + Interlude]
Every night, I make a wish for you (sing) (sing it)
I try to close my eyes (come on..)
But at times I'm forced to face the truth
You're all I love, my life