[Verse 1: Kuma]
Hey, are you new to town? We never get visitors
And no one sticks around but we've had several villagers
And something like suicide took their sh**ty lives by surprise
So I made it extra safe but just be cautious I'm insecure
We also have some prisoners but most are in for life
Some crimes that they committed so they have to serve the time
I think you're gonna like it here so come in, don't be shy
It's just a little sinister, but welcome to my mind
I'll treat you like a tourist, come with me it won't be boring
I'll show you just where the shore is, and we can go to the forest
More than 40 destinations to show you, so let's get going
Over there is my consciousness but the bridge has been broken
Over there are my feelings but they always seem out of order
Over there is a wisdom machine, it only costs a quarter
It'll give you some advice but just be warned, I could've sworn the last time it was ever nice was on the day that I was born
So now we're headed to the final stop
This place has everything, embedded self and idle thought
So follow me your eyes will see ideas teachers never taught
Dreaming like an astronaut, powered by a megawatt
Love this place, it's made of all the memories that I forgot
When I opened up the door my life had paused, and then it stopped
I saw a child me was sitting on the floor with broken chalk
Writing on the walls my fears and all my suicidal thoughts
Wait
[Bridge: Kuma]
This mind's not mine (this mind's not mine)
Please open my eyes (please open my eyes)
I have too much pride (I have too much pride)
This vibe's not right, no (this vibe's not right)
And these thoughts aren't mine, no (and these thoughts aren't mine)
And these aren't my lines, no (and these aren't my lines)
And these aren't my crimes, no (and these aren't my crimes
And this life's not mine
[Hook: Cade May and Kuma]
I've lost my mind (oh)
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I've lost my
[Verse 2: Kuma]
Now I think there's something wrong with me
Something like an oddity, or maybe an anomaly
I don't know what it is, but I just gotta get it out of me
And as I turned around three doors surrounded me
They were numbered 1, 2, 3, one through three
So I opened number 3, 'cus I gotta leave reliably I look to see
And sitting there inside was my insanity, he danced like me
But dressed up like society and he was eyeing me
Now he's tryna get inside of me, he's tryna fight with me
He's tryna tell me what is wrong and what is right with me
He's tryna understand exactly why I have anxiety
So I told him he's the reason, and he couldn't take the irony
Then I told him I hate everything he ever did
From my birth and ever since 'cus I never had the chance
So he looked at me and said, “I bet I hate you more”
He smirked with final words and then he slammed the f**ing door
So now I move to number 2
Opened and expected just to see another dude
But my pride was sitting there and she was beautiful
And I know deep inside can't be shy, there's no place I can hide
So let's stop wasting time, grabbed my pants walked inside
Said sorry 20 times until she stood and told me she hated my lies
Everything she despised was in front of her eyes, and she cried
Said get out and goodbye, and I didn't know why
I admitted my crimes, my decisions were mine
But I pissed off my pride, so I missed my right time
So now I move to number 1
I just want to leave this place, but theres nowhere to run
And as I turn the knob my heart feels like it weighs a ton
But he's just meditating peacefully, my wisdom, he's a monk
He turned around to look at me, bald head with bloody feet
Eyes were red, and crooked teeth, he looked depressed, yeah just like me
And sitting underneath a tree, chair that went up to his knees
A rope was knotted with the some leaves, he had it on him like a leash
And then he hopped up on the chair
Looked at me a final time and said he liked my hair
I yelled at him “don't do it!” but he didn't f**ing care
And just like that my mind had vanished, gone into thin air
Yeah
[Bridge: Kuma]
This mind's not mine (this mind's not mine)
Please open my eyes (please open my eyes)
I have too much pride (I have too much pride)
This vibe's not right, no (this vibe's not right)
And these thoughts aren't mine, no (and these thoughts aren't mine)
And these aren't my lines, no (and these aren't my lines)
And these aren't my crimes, no (and these aren't my crimes
And this life's not mine
[Hook: Cade May and Kuma]
I've lost my mind (oh)
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I've lost my