When it gets too dark
I pretend to close my eyes
Perhaps there's peace in knowing
That it's all in my mind
All this time
If i meet god come sunrise
I'd tell them my whole life
They'd listen so intently like they heard this for the first time
I know you now me better
Despite how much i lie
I'm sorry i lie
All this time
I am travelling by water
To the eastern horizon
Only making important stops on my way
Maybe by morning
I'll be whеre i need to go
By then i'm human enough to find out what еveryone knows
That i don't
Why am i the only one who doesn't have it figured out yet
I'm the only one who doesn't have it figured out yet
I'm doing the most to mask the fact that i am helpless
Sometimes i feel like everyone around me sees right through it
I'm doing the most to mask the fact that i am selfish
Sometimes i feel like everyone around me sees right through it
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Today i offer skin and bone
Tomorrow, body and blood
Prison cell i grew up with
An old friend i forgot
I forgot
I forgot
I keep forgetting
I forgot
An old friend i forgot