[Verse 1]
Wake up
Because we all are trapped up
In this world
Wrapped up in the emotions
We have been smacked up with our own expectations
The invasion of emotion , is like backtracking in the loop of suffocation
The love lost is the love never found , because we have been living with the wrong definition
The religion that we preach is the rulebook we need to shatter to look through this big illusion
Shut the doors of the norms , we live in this big house full of rooms
Why can't i go out and look at the other
Why is it that we are so acceptable of whatever
Is it in a single room of this so called dorm
That we can explore
Why we're not bore of the same thing
Same way of thinking
When we change our outfits every other day
If i may , ask you this
Life is all a bliss
A bucket full of tears
But why we manipulate our emotion
To turn it over us , and break the nature that we're all meant to feel
Life is just a hand away , you just need to look at the right place
And spread your arms , to let it hug you and let your pain away
You need to push the right bu*ton , the time you running for that shadow
That just going away no matter how much you try to rope in , it don't matter
What matters is the truth with which you live in , the honesty no matter how much you greiving
Its always about giving , everything that we can and living
This life as we're born to help
Humanity never gave me a label , i just chose to be one
They never try to turn me evil , i chose not be one
I've been treated like sh** , but i stood up and lit
This fire within , me to push the darkness away was that my sin?
You don't know i've been ,to hell in my head and came back and seen
Myself in this doom , of every feeling i ever felt and bloomed
Nobody ever gave me a hand and a promise to stand beside till the end
But i'm still here wiping my own tears , even after i can see them all pretend
I was a failure then and i still am , because may be being fare is no more the game
Because i believe that time can change but not me
If time has that power to change the inner me
I never knew myself and for the people who lean on me
Who believe i can do something
I can be someone , not for the world but for the better of that one
Not everybody can be a super hero , but you gotta be a hero for yourself
For the people you love , not for everybody in this world
If i die trying and if one single person came by my grave having their eyes wet
My soul would be smiling , thinking down on the earth i did something worth
My birth was a fate , but what i became is not how i turned
But this is because i burned that every bridge they try to push me to walk on
But i chose to walk , on which i need to , not on which they want
Its better be alone , than in a herd
Its better be silent , than craving to get heard
Its better be just one , than the first
Its better not to compete , than to die trying to best
If survival of the fittest is the way , throw your brain out there we're humans for god's sake
Yes I did mistakes , and the only way i could be sorry
Is by not making them ever again
I try not to , and i will always try not to
If i ever hurt anyone , i wish i could turn back the pages and erase what i said
But now i can just promise , to not be that child and to be a man that i wish to be
Be that human i missed to be , be that son that my mom prayed me to be
Be that person , they never know how and why but smile and never afraid to be
Different and be a loner , most people hate to be
With but i don't care , i can only wish to be
With someone who accept me like the way i used to be
And how i am and never question my personality
Because i never question theirs , i accept the person as they seemed to be
I want them to change , but for the better not to be different
There's a difference in complaining and letting them know
I want them to know , that they can be a better version of themselves
And believe it or not
And i just want every single person to die, leaving a happy life behind
I was never in the picture , never will i but at least what i did for someone
Is worth seeing while pa**ing by