Intro Poem: Today's a new day ,and I been in the need of sleep
Just cuz I made a normal mistake
Why ? You come to f** with me ?
I'm tired of all the lies
People who got love for each other talk bad about me.Let them fall out , and now one comes to talk to me
Cuz dey in need of a friend, a person who would listen....WAIT! you just said I wen grow up to be sh**,but yet you tell my business.Who do I belong to? I swear I get so tired. This a judgemental world, if they loved me,they lied
Chorus; All by myself in the dark,n***a what?
On to the money by myself n***a what
Think like boss,make them,moves...make boss moves (2X)
(Verse 1)
I'm stuck in a nightmare,praying my message he can here cuz what I do is out of ove and what I don't is out of fear
Never make promises yo a** can't keep ,cuz when they're broken they transform into a burden and it's twice as deep ,crying in the shower cuz my past I couldn't release,but I learned how to smile, I thought for a while
Cuz now I don't talk, ain't nun to talk about these n***a talk that gangsta sh** but I walk the route and why these n***a hustling and getting rich,um going through a drought a recession,struggling with no progression my hands put together cuz in return I crave for blessing
I'm bout to graduate and street n***a wanna test me
Me being broke is motivation n***a these days get they tax money An flex like they done made it, why I'm the most hated (cuz u keep it real) I thought that they would love me (but that ain't how they feel) so now I toat the steel not saying ima k** might just bust back cuz n***a don't care they'll stab you in yo back, where I'm at its easy,one shot leave u greasy and k**ers drop u off to the spot yo heart stop beating and blood pressure drops. Eyes get dizzy yo time ends now,let's take it from the top
(Chorus) (2X)
(Verse 2)
Take a ride with me without hoping in my seat, fell so deep in love I'm blinded on the road and I can't see no more sleep when u crying cuz yo life to live a war, money to ex's wanting more that's why you put on child support in my predicament I'm tired I'm just a turtle in a race I try to worship supernatural at which whom don't have a face, people talk slot but don't think of the gated fence (gun clicks) think of the consequence, they say you live and learn but um still a fool ,bout to get my diploma but ain't learned sh** in school my last year of high ,exactly that was my main focus due to pressure I'm skipping cla**es in the back choking all over my cla**es I'm lacking badly and I'm joking.BM what? Oh u slip bad that's why I'm smoking, you didn't see my red eyes but I'm high and now u notice it wen post to Be this way but hey Wat can I say even dou I'm not happy I think u for life today
Cuz if it wasn't for today I wen be able to live yesterday, I remember coming to you crying heartbroken
Cuz I put my trust in those who I thought was my closes soon as u took them away who did I turn to cuz not everybody your friend that's a lesson that I learn too my plan one day when I make is to give back cuz money don't mean everything I just don't want to struggle ,if I got it like that to all my fans that support me ,I thank you on the inside of this earth you are the people who I relate to
God I thank u everyday in this hardline we choose and I love being me for I have slot to lose
(Chorus )(2X)