Coming home to this empty house
Watch is on but time's running out
I wanna see me happy but
What the f** is a me without
Confidence, I've lost my sense
Been this way since I caught a glimpse
Of my life on a summer night
But now I'm talking in the past tense
30 Days, 30 days, I haven't seen day light in 30 days
Dark outside, cold outside
That's what happens when it rains
And when it rains, I spit the game
In the studio all night with Dave
Cherishing these moments as I'm speeding on this road to fame
I never was a good student, Dug a hole that sh** was hella dense
My teachers said I couldn't do it, well grades don't define intelligence
I got rubies filled with my heart
I got emeralds all in my greens
I got diamonds all in my mind
So now my thoughts shine crystal clean
I got the 20-20 vision, you could say I'm rapping how I see
My lyrics sit inclined, so now my raps are expertise, yea
Now my raps are expertise
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I don't care now, I just stare now
As I fall asleep
All the things I ever wanted
Not too out of reach
I'm dragging my feet, to the power
I can barely breath
Charismatic, I will grasp it
More than just a dream
I wish we could just all kick it
Pop a bottle maybe sip it
Cause that's the time when I feel relaxed, but now my brain stays trippin'
And all my life I've been trapped inside
Other people's opinions
I'm breaking free, It's time to see what life I choose to be livin'
I'm on my couch, split the ounce
Spark it up and then I hit it
Close my eyes with my earphones in, as I hear these thoughts vivid
I'm closing in on all my thoughts
I can see them close in the distance
I'll explain to you, what I'm about so take a seat and just listen
So if you clowns didn't get a clue
I spend my nights making music
And if you boys didn't recognize, then I'll show you kids how to do this
Time flies It's been a long time
Since the last time that I felt this
I think back to what we were and said f** what all that I dealt with
I don't care for school
I want things to be, on a higher level so that I can see
Over the wall of conspiracy and find out who's really been here for me, yea
I'm gonna find out who's really been here for me...
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I don't care now, I just stare now
As I fall asleep
All the things I ever wanted
Not too out of reach
I'm dragging my feet, to the power
I can barely breath
Charismatic, I will grasp it
More than just a dream