it is at moments after i have dreamed
of that rare entertainment of your eyes,
when(being fool to fancy)i have deemed
with your peculiar mouth my heart made wise:
at moments when gla**y darkness holds
the genuine apparition of your smile
(it was through tears always)and silence moulds
such strangeness as was mine a little while;
moments when my once more illustrious arms
are filled with fascination, when my breast
wears the intolerant brightness of your charms:
one pierced moment whiter than the rest
—turning from the tremendous lie of sleep
i watch the roses of the day grow deep.