They say believe what you see, but all I see are maladies
My life seems to be a fallacy
Falling apart on a balance beam
I feel removed from my own reality
And lately my fate seems tainted by faint dreams
And days seem to make me bleed crazy
Insanity causing a calamity inside my own family
They didn't want when handed me
So they banished me in damaged means
Love famished but I stand to live in high abandonment
I'm branded a commanding soldier about to bolster
And unfold the old clover and give everyone the cold shoulder
I told you but you forgot to listen
And now you're listed and even being christened
Couldn't protect you from these convictions
Listening to my interdiction's could have saved you
From being a victim's b**h and being shifted
In a place that everyone will live in
d**h gets us all, the best will always fall
I'm fading and bleeding
Laying and breathing
Slaying my demons
While I'm praying for meaning
Hoping and needing
Focused on reaping
But it turns out that for the past 3 years I've been hopelessly dreaming
Stoically steaming, anger is seeping
The lit Liquid is blowing me ballistic and it's not worth f**ing fighting
How could you defend against something as deadly as Liquid Nitrogen