Some days I load my .22
But I don't want to give up on you
Sweet people in my life
I don't wanna make anyone cry
But some days I load my gun
Some days I load my .38
Crack a beer and contemplate
It's not that I want to die
It just gets so old staying alive
And on the bad days
I chamber a round in my 12-gauge
Pen my apologies
And picture my mother's face
Some days I load that gun
Some days I load that gun
(Is there anyone?)