Gotta drive across the world
To see where the spirits be
Sick of the tired old jersey
I wear on repeat
Steady image of what life should be
Like the cp3
Coming out the l.o.e
You love to sniff the smell of me
On bourbon street so heavenly
Do i help the homeless if they're elderly?
Those are questions i ask when i sleep
Instead demons talk and flood my head with grief
So a gun is a nominal fee
Best not to f** with me
Invest a family crest
A vest to chest
And plan your day like chess
Because is murder gonna impress
An emotionless vet?
Who's drunk and curled up in a nest
Life was a long voyage through a hellish mess
And we dont give em a simple god bless
More like piss off your a pest
And you wonder why im a pessimist
I guess i wanna save the world
But its tough with a girl
Who has no hobbies
Except Making that p**y twirl
Like a baton
While i stock food for the nuclear bombs
Kick a conspiracy tom
And blame it on his mom
No one knows where his depression came from
I guess it could have been islam
He used to watch the news
Now at 6pm he's hitting the snooze
And by 7 he's on course to be hitting the booze
Searching for the blue's clues
An outgoing recluse
Find insparation
To infuse
A brain that's been defused
Fake sugar making me confused
Without coffee and fake boo boo's
Like guyamo boo hoo's
That kool aid joke is old news
Am i still to soon?
These words are my tomb
Hearts cut shape of a permanent wound
Praying 6 like the month of june
To destroy my life
Like a typhoon
Home town hero like boone
The bombers are here too soon
Like forever basic babies in the womb
But life has lied
Got a tear in my eye
Think about it pa**ing me by
Just enjoy the outside
Anxiety riddled brain resides
Like a devil in disguise
Repping NJ pride
The air is toxic cyanide
The water repping fluoride
High homicide
Break into america
Losing our pride
Chem trailing looking
Towards the sky
How long will it
Be until humans can fly?
Is evolution just the thought
Of some crazy guy
Who thought all hope was lost
And needed praise at any cost
Or is there a god altering our thoughts
What is life without love loss
Like brushing but forgetting to floss
When i dream i often toss
Regardless of the sheets so soft
Hobo mentality like a boss
Bleeding but refusing gauze
My mentality has strayed so far
From where i used to be
Where i'd smile helping deeds
For friendly neighbors on the street
Small extended family
Host a turkey feast
And rise like bread to yeast
Now i beat my meat
Scared to think of the elite
And how 13 familys own you and me
The Rabbit hole is to steep
Rather be asleep
And roam with the sheep
Graze on corn
Life is oh so sweet
Ignorance is bliss i see
Never looking back or to far in front of me
The presant is a gift
And i just wanna be