Everyday im haunted like a vet of foreign wars
My endless f**in battles harden me right to the core
What can i do i try my best my eyes are not inviting
This is why im so alone and sick and tired of fighting
Through my eyes is ee divisions between them and me
Its always been this f**in way this way will always be
Nothin else could ever build a f**in happy me
Then to rip your eyes out stick mine in and then see what i see
Put my f**in shoes on (you dont see what i see)
Take 5 steps through my day (you dont know what its like to be me)
You'll never f**in last
The f**in paint wont go away
Put my heart in your chest
And tell me how it feels
Put my past in your mind
And see if you can deal
HOW THE fu*k DOES IT FEEL
Visions i have in my head are those that make me cold
Its a lifetime full of nightmares that consume my f**in soul
I try to think of good times after digging through my past
Blink my eyes and then its gone im fading f**ing fast
Drowning in this heartache that my days have put me through
Confiding in a close one just to see what is hould do
I guess you never will becauser you they just dont understand me
Its just a hopeless vision that theyll never see what i see