[Hook]
My heart beats, slowly
Leading all your memories
Come [?] in my intrests
Hold dreams
And I'll stay
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I think is this all worth it
Is music my calling, is this really my purpose
Sometimes I think about quitting and working a desk
Then I think about the time I invest
The time I spend up in the booth
The time I spend giving you the truth
They told me, to get me a career
I told them I would blow up and this would be my year
But thats what I said last year and the year before
The cycle never ends I can't take anymore
Cause I see artists with these fans and these plays
Then I look at myself feel that I'm stuck in a phase
So I just wanna shout out everybody who believes in me
Cause you see something that I can't even see in me
And I don't say that enough
They wanna ride the wave until that sh** get rough
But imma stay in it, even if that means I drown
I invested everything I had in my sound
[Hook]
My heart beats, slowly
Leading all your memories
Come [?] in my intrests
Hold dreams
And I'll stay
[Verse 2]
Next year when I see my fam for Christmas
I don't wanna tell em I'm going to school for business
Told them I did it with music, yeah I did it with rap
Ain't making much pay but I'm making these tracks
I'm spreading this love and I'm getting it back
Man that's what I'm trying to say
I spent so many years just waiting on that day
But it still hasn't came, no it still isn't here
Now I'm stuck looking myself in the mirror
Like am I doing this right
Is this really what I'm gonna do with my life
My mom keeps telling me I need to find jobs
But I'm too busy worried if I'm posted on blogs
I just gotta stay with it
It's true what they say everybody has critics
And I know the road is long and far
But I've been working so damn hard so my heart beats
[Hook]
My heart beats, slowly
Leading all your memories
Come [?] in my intrests
Hold dreams
And I'll stay