[Produced by Sean Momburger]
[Intro]
Got it on my mind
Heavy on my heart
f**in' with my soul
Tryna not to get bought
[Verse 1]
I swear I got a lot on my mind
It's gettin' kinda heavy on my heart
I swear this sh** is f**in' with my soul
n***a tryna not to get bought
I just had a dream gettin' rich
So my momma won't pour no more, no more, no more
It's a couple n***as I was with from the f**in' front porch
Switched up, we don't roll no more
All I wanna be is alive
I know a lot of n***as had to die
Couple n***as doin' time
Tryna take it all in stride
Tryna not to lose control
Tryna keep a n***a mind right, right, right
[Chorus]
She like "wa**up for the night"
I'm like "I'm drinkin' and smokin' like usual"
And she like "we f**in' tonight?"
I'm like "just hit me up, come through like usual"
Girl tell me what it feels like
Yeah, tell me am I livin' real life
Make me feel good, make me feel real right
Gettin' high like this is my life
Yeah, tell me what it feels like
Ay, tell me am I livin' real life
Feeling so good, give a n***a chills, right
Gettin' high like this is my life
Just close your eyes, you'll make it better
You'll never get your sh** together
You probably be like this forever
Know you need these pain k**ers
These pain k**ers, know you need these pain k**ers
k**ers
[Verse 2]
Swear I got a lot on my mind
sh** is layin' heavy on my heart
But n***as steady f**in' with the hoes
A n***a just bought another watch, yeah
Her p**y's so overrated, yeah
But it feels good when I'm faded
Goin' through motions and changes
Sippin' this potion, it's dangerous
All she wanna feel is alive
But the way she livin' is a lie
She just tryna take it all in stride
Tryin' not to lose control
Tryin' not to lose her mind, right, right
[Chorus]
She like "wa**up for the night"
I'm like "I'm drinkin' and smokin' like usual"
And she like "we f**in' tonight?"
I'm like "just hit me up, come through like usual"
Girl tell me what it feels like
Yeah, tell me am I livin' real life
Make me feel good, make me feel real right
Gettin' high like this is my life
Yeah, tell me what it feels like
Ay, tell me am I livin' real life
Feels so good, give a n***a chills, right
Gettin' high like this is my life
Just close your eyes, you'll make it better
You'll never get your sh** together
You probably be like this forever
Know you need these pain k**ers
These pain k**ers, know these pain k**ers
k**ers
[Chorus]
Girl tell me what it feels like
Yeah, tell me am I livin' real life
Make me feel good, make me feel real right
Gettin' high like this is my life
Yeah, tell me what it feels like
Ay, tell me am I livin' real life
Feels so good, give a n***a chills, right
Gettin' high like this is my life
Just close your eyes, you'll make it better
You'll never get your sh** together
You probably be like this forever
Know you need these pain k**ers
These pain k**ers, know these pain k**ers
k**ers, know you need these pain k**ers
[Outro]