[VERSE 1: XQ]
If I die right now
Would you go and tell the truth or would you lie right now?
Like a coward sending flowers every hour to my home
Strictly disregard the fact, that you left me here alone
I just wanted to help, but my effort ain't enough
You scrutinizing a life, like who can you trust?
Every man has a rise, but neglected he will fall
If I die right now, here's a message for all
[Chorus: MARVEL]
Yeah, and if I die today
Could you say that you lost a friend?
Could you say that you were with me to the bitter end?
Yeah, mmm, uhh
And if I die today
I hope the lord will help me find my way
And if I die today, could I have this last dance?
The world don't always offer you a chance
[VERSE 2: XQ]
Are you my enemy? Or are you a friend of me?
Are you who you pretend to be? Are you lying for empathy?
Will you speak on intentions, or will you remember my energy?
Or disguise your own jealousy with a lack of a memory? See
All my life, I just wanted to make somebody proud
They never take the time to love you 'less the lord takes you out
They never see your pain, unless they see you dead
So maybe if I die this will get into your head, instead
[Chorus: MARVEL]
[INTRO TO VERSE 3: XQ & YUNG TRIP]
Do you love me, do you love me not?
Do you love me, do you love me, do you love me not? (I don't know) x3
Do you love me, do you love me not?
Because it seems like love, is all we got (YEAH!)
[VERSE 3: XQ]
And lately I just don't know where to go
I wore my heart up on sleeve to bleed, but then it froze
I seek for peace, but the people see me in a mask
It's so hard moving forward when they choke you by your past
Whether you, by my side or against me where you standing
Don't attempt to take advantage or ever take me for granted
I could die any minute, damn it, you can be next
Intolerant, lost of confidence, and wallow regret
So if I die right now and I proceed to my d**h
I hope you've said everything you need off your chest
And if you never talked to me, you stalked but never walked with me
Don't try to bother my coffin after I'm tossed in it
Many nights, lost in thought under that soft linen
Thinking about life like what if I wasn't brought in it?
If I die right now, ya'll would tweet about it
Then a month later, wouldn't even speak about it
Everybody lives and dies
But to love someone is to love 'em when they lie
I'm dead
[BRIDGE: MARVEL & XQ]
Dead to the world
I just end it no hesitance
They say, cherish your life
Because d**h is inevident
That, heaven awaits...
But where is the evidence?
They say that, god watches over
And judge they benevolence
But, what's good actions? How we know that we saved?
I rather die a f**ing loser than live life as a slave. (YEAH!)
Than live life as a slave...
Don't send me to my grave
Yeah, if I die today
[SECOND Chorus: DIZZY DAME & TONY910]
If I die today
If I die today
If I die today (ohhh)
Wonder what my friends and my family say
If I die today
If I die today
[OUTRO VERSE : YUNG TRIP]
Would you care about my absence? I don't really know
Feel like that's the only way your feelings really show
Really though, if I weren't breathing who'd remember me?
You never cared, we never shared that type of synergy
Any weapon made from man can't condemn my soul
Got above it, gotta love it, yet I'm still alone
Lone wolf in the gossip of the sheep
Dig my grave up in a heap
Life and d**h ain't play for keeps
Stay a reap
My caucus is an artist with the hardest
That's regardless of who fear me cause I'm definitely heartless
Hell looking at me as I'm staring at the heavens
I see life in virtues I should try and seek the reverend
I guess I'm distant cause I always did behave
Maybe I'll make more of an impression in the grave. Look
If I die today, this is for the girl that broke my heart
Or that n***a Kane that kicked my a** with no regard
Or my demons that be trynna see me all distraught
Or those jerks in middle school who didn't know I fought
For my acceptance in a world I couldn't fathom
Seek the tree of knowledge I am neither Eve nor Adam
Maybe ya'll had company while I was left to fapping
Or we don't got the same amount of people double tapping. But
Let it hit you the proverbial a**a**in
I ain't asking what I'm asking
Here's my casket:
Don't forget me when I'm gone