Yea, it's so lonely
Uh, yea, it's so lonely
Uh, what, it's so lonely outside, yea
It's so lonely
It's so lonely
It's so lonely
Verse 1
On a Tuesday a mental dungeon he had met
To retreat was something better than what he had kept
The way to treat another I guess
A different way to relieve stress
The mess the blood he got a change of clothes
After a short drive and walk Highland Park to S.M
Wednesday, Thursday, Friday was the Day of Judgment
Was told yo, you gotta leave can't be here anymore
So then he roamed and left out of that door
Walking down Baldwin each step he would dread
Walking slower 'til he was surrounded by the feds
A thanks to his girlfriend
They drew down and he was soon apprehended
Hmmm, it's a sad story of survival of the fittest
He, wasn't fit nor did he have people that were willing
You, would think you'd go out with a bang or even die kicking
But, substance abuse depression can keep you living
Chorus
And if you ever lost one put your peace signs up in the air
And if you ever lost one put your peace signs up in the air (yea)
And if you ever lost one put your peace signs up in the air
And if you ever lost one put your peace signs up
Verse 2
No one stood up to take him out of the spiral
No remedy to what was more than viral
It's the illness but excuses were committed
A little bit ago I washed my hands of him
I washed my hands of a human?
How could I have been
I'm partially at fault
Fell to the depths and got up but didn't maul
His father told us he needed help
Can you save my son before he takes his own health
Give him a**istance against his own fragility
Saw his son breaking into pieces losing the abilities
Injecting and ingesting all these d** so willingly
Which really was a turn for the worse, literally
Unintended sensation for a need of what it means
What we take for granted his son needed it internally
You will never understand the mind of a k**er
Until you deal with a similar hand without the filler
Chorus
And if you ever lost one put your peace signs up in the air
And if you ever lost one put your peace signs up in the air
And if you ever lost one put your peace signs up in the air (yea)
And if you ever lost one put your peace signs up
B Section
In his mind it could've been justified
But I'm sure it was the c**aine that made it right
Antidepressants uppers and downers don't like
To get along within the same body type
Verse 3
It was a Tuesday he bludgeoned her to d**h
Repeat he literally made her skull collapse
Brain matter meets golf club that's how he released the stress
The mess the blood he managed to get a change of clothes
It was a stay of a few days and then he was told
Yo, you gotta leave can't be here anymore
So, then he roamed and left out of that door
Upon the walk down a street named Baldwin
It's crazy after all of what pops said
But my brother sold him d** for a sum instead
Hard to believe as it was completely undercover
It was that same night he k**ed his own mother
Yea, it's so lonely
Uh, yea, it's so lonely
Uh, what, it's so lonely out there, yea
It's so lonely
It's so lonely
It's so lonely
It's so lonely out there