like a hermit-unfounded solitary but proud i was hiding-behind fences shutting myself out crossed my arm-disarmed loss of self-defence wouldn't fight off-haunting memories crimes without a sense closed my eyes-blind folded images of hell caught inside a vicious circle
retired in my shell shut my mouth-lips sealed there's no need to tell wouldn't share with you the secret that could break the shell shellshocked-no escape from dreaming shellshocked-there's no escape from dreaming