Verse 1
I sprayed up their car to send a message around
They beat the sh** out me now I'm rockin the crowd
When I was 11 I knew I was made for this industry
1986 and the rest it was history
I'm obsessed with this imagery that they just don't get
'Never mind' , what a perfect fit
See this sh** isn't forever , I'm sick of it , I should quit
I only got one 'love' though , it's a shame shes a b**h
And I'm not feelin these fans, see these listeners itch
For new material, but misunderstand the lyrics
Tired to d**h of these round trips
When in Rome right
I miss my wife, my shotgun and my coke pipe
Life of a rolling stone, that don't roll right
I love you , I love you, I'll see you in the next life
Smells like goodbye, bye, smells like goodbye
Chorus
I wanted to change the world
Just not today
I wanted to take control just not today
Verse 2
I don't want to here in this room all alone
I miss my whole fam n my daughter at home
They keepin sayin this one is gonna be a smash
I shoulda won it last time , politics as
Usual I guess
I'm stressed from no sleep
Its like my mind's racing , never stopping for a seat
But there's too much I keep inside to let be
All I wish from inside is they would let me
Do it like Frank Sinatra , my way
And she don't understand my life, I'm ok
I'm just great, this weed I smoke just helps me focus
And stop feelin like another Hollywood locust
I'm not a red carpet host I'm used to isolation
Look at where I'm from , that's my inspiration
And this instigation has got me pacin
Sick of my friends tellin me this apartments amazing
I feel like a surf hit the water with my mates and vibe
To the outback sky , right in the sunshine
f** it , I'm tired , gotta study these lines
I'll hit em in the morning at 5, New York , good night
Bridge
To say I care would be an understatement
The thought its there, just not the motivation
It won't hurt, for me , to wait another day
Verse 3
They say I'm on d** but I'm only drinking
They say I'm f**ed up , but their over thinkin
Why you this make up smears, from tears
Of misunderstood years, full of fears when nobody cares
A young girl , with a snotty nose, hair with no body to it
Their full of snobby ness and I'm a looser
Abuser to them so music is soothin
Therapeutic , almost medicinal
So it becomes visceral, shame though, my love life is miserable
Too many drunk nights have me feelin invisible
Liquor is my pedestal, h**n was only ever temporary , typical
Drop the empathy, your pity just makes me sh**ty
Dose up the eye shadow and wear this wig , till it look silly
I swear to God one day these shots'll k** me
But vodka is a must, with no trust for those near me
I'm sick of feelin crap, ending up with bloody knee caps
And f** your feedback , I don't need that
This pino I'mma keep that , and lean back
Why you think they tried to make me go to .........