[Produced by Mr Green]
[Verse 1]
Elevate inside my mind and get closer to suicide
With the thoughts a psychology major can't seem to an*lyze
You've been verbally paralyzed and manipulated with lies
You probably hope I fall like the demons fell from the sky
My brother just had a kid and this sh** is starting to get iffy
If he ever got a problem, I'm shooting until they get me
We can start to get busy, please n***a don't tempt me
I body half of these rappers and cruise away in a Bentley
That's stolen, leaking heavy, gasoline tank is empty
There's 50 thou in the trunk while I'm chugging a gla** of Henny
Bet they'll never forget me, been with it, you know I'm ready
All you rappers two faced and remind me of f**ing pennies
Already, been set to elevate
Watch the money escalate
Came up from the dirt and now its time to watch me detonate
Separate from all you others n***as, let me meditate
b**h I'm bout to blow up, take notes and let me demonstrate
My brother overdosed so I'm praying he drop the needle
I look at my baby niece and I cry cause I know she need him
It's getting harder to feed her, money's the situation
I pray for n***as thats hating, feeding you education
The topic of conversation, started up in the basement
You n***as is singing songs, well I'm helping the generation
The pictures I paint is vivid, speak it because I live it
You just a f**ing door nob, always getting it twisted
Yeah, I'm dropping lines like I'm fishing
Feeling like Chauncey Billups back when he played for the Pistons
Winning, but always sinning
Apologies to the Christians
My mind will make a suicide bomber want to keep living
[Verse 2]
Elevate inside my mind and see devils, and drug selling
The angels above me resting, my brothers being arrested
Laying up in the hospital, almost dying in seconds
Tears of my grandmother evaporating to heaven
Just trying to make a living for me and all my family
So I can stop my brothers addiction and help him mentally
Heavily drug abusing, women s** with the music
I show you cowards the truth but you lost as a f**ing student
This is deeper than rap, deeper than you can fathom
I visualize paparazzi's, ferraris and living lavish
Showing my mom a crib and then telling her she can have it
Imagine, but sh** I need go and make this cabbage
On the run for the revenue
Money and the medical
Been the same n***a since I started pushing decimals
I ain't close to finishing, this sh** the beginning
I'm pushing these limits, all black Mercedes Benz's
Got the streets on lock, keep the 9 in my pocket
I ain't never gonna quit, why the f** would I stop it
Yeah, but I'm just trying to tell you how I feel
Young broke motherf**er, with my mind on a mill