I find it hard to search for the words to say
Stuck inside on this meaningless day
I look at missed calls from my so called friends (Okay they care)
I need to drop these bitter feelings
I don't want to be like all the rest
Stuck with tunnel vision
And a bitter heart in my chest
And this chest is going to f**ing explode
I remember the day I cared
The sun shone and the flowers grew
Now the flowers are all dead
And i'm f**ing through
I've given up on you
I thought we'd make it
If this is what you'd call a victory
Then you can take it
At a party with none of my friends
Friendly faces that's where it ends
They gave up on me, i'm doing the same
I know i'm not the one to blame
He's here again, he's shouting the odds
I guess this is me counting the costs
I've counted enough, I couldn't care less
Their bitter hearts can die in their chests
I've given up, I'm f**ing out
This is my resignation
And as for all of you
We're f**ing through
This ship has sailed