It happened once or twice I woke up angry and mad My life was crumbling down Under a symbols’ rain Smoke Beach Home Sex In the night I’m not myself or maybe not Smoking in my bed Can’t find my home I run and run and run Keep playing alone I go up ‘till the end of night I still find myself downstairs That time I was alone Near death drowning in the dirt Walking on the corpses I’m not ready for the night
Smoke Beach Home Sex In the night I’m not myself or maybe not My hand above my eyes Feel like I’m walking in the air Imprisoned in my illusions I’m not ready for the night Smoke Beach Home Sex In the night I’m not myself or maybe not Smoking in my bed Can’t find my home I run and run and run Keep playing alone I go up ‘till the end of night I still find myself downstairs