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See all my friends are getting shot up or either getting stabbed
And im just sitting wondering if its going to be me next
That ends up with a face full of concrete
With oh so many pot holes from shots thrown in my f**ing back
Keep yo head down, lay low, thats what i was told, even doing so most motherf**ers dont want you to grow
This the type of sh** that makes me want to end it all here
Go back to pills and drink heavily like marilyn monroe did
Im sick and tired of the bull sh**, im starting to lose it, somebody hand me a tool kit, so i could just cool it
I should be the one thats out there shining
Ima diamond, in the ruff that these labels should be signing
I got the whole package, in battles i strike like lightning
I do my own songwriting so why won't some body sign me
Im trying to use my hustle to muscle my struggle, that im knuckled up with in a scuffle, stumbling ready to tumble and fumbles a struggle im in need to persevere
So i could lose some of my troubles, move to the light at the end of the tunnel, and bury all this f**ing bullsh** with a shovel
Finally move on from it and look back on it no further
To my father, this mark you've given me's a curse
I dont know whats worse this mark or features i got since my birth
All i know is that together its like being in a car crash
Where ten thousand needles k** you from the air bag
Chorus
Deep down inside im so pissed off i just wanna break down
So many mixed emotions goin on within me all i freaken know is that im done
Lately everything up untill this point ive been doing seemed, right but it was wrong
So what the f** have i been doing most of my life i dont even f**ing know but im done iight