Now after all that we've been through I would've stayed
But looking back I still see what a mess we made
I should've let you go by now but
I'm still a face what a break of scent I-
I still say your name out loud
To have you there, to feel you near
If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back
Which whatever it ever were
And it k**s me
(and it k**s me ohh)
I know that I'll be missing your voice everyday
How you whispered what you didn't and did say
Do I know it's for the best and
I still have all that is left of me
And I know I'll find a rest some other way
(The rest of me)
If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back
Which whatever it ever were
If I could touch you without bleeding
And if my heart survived the beating
But it stops, let you know
I can't take anymore of the pain
And it k**s me, it k**s me, it k**s me
In every possible way
In every possible way
In all the possible ways
In every single way
If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back
Which whatever it ever were
If I could touch you without bleeding
And if my heart survived the beating
But it stops, let you know
I can't take anymore of the pain
And it k**s me, it k**s me, it k**s me ohh ohhh
And it k**s me, it k**s me, it k**s me ohh ohhh