Waking up, was that a dream?
A living nightmare's all I see
The strongest one of them all
Laying there, pushed to fall
I collect my final strength
It's not enough, there's so much left
I want to give it away
To make the past stay
I see it right before me
There, open, standing with pride
Like a red healthy looking apple
Beautiful but rotten inside
Lost in damned metastasis
Should have been anything but this
My tears will no more help
All that's left is to fight d**h
I so desperately want to give
Back the strength to make you live
Gone, is no word for me
Stay, is the one I accept to see
Why did it choose this way
Please don't leave, just stay
If you are taken away
My roots are cut from me
I see it right before me
There, open, standing with pride
Like a red healthy looking apple
Beautiful but rotten inside
Lost in damned metastasis
Should have been anything but this
My tears will no more help
All that's left is to fight d**h
This vicious silent k**er
Wants to block every way of return
Eating inside, slowly by time
You have to be saved now
I see you smile once again
I know, you know it's not a game
It's all there in your mind
You have to leave it all behind
Inside me forever lay
My memories, my hope will stay
I want you to pull it through
Fight, k**, recover, prove
I see it right before me
There, open, standing with pride
Like a red healthy looking apple
Beautiful but rotten inside
Lost in damned metastasis
Should have been anything but this
My tears will no more help
I don't want you to go