I guess that you weren't kidding when you said that you were leaving But I just laughed it off and walked straight into your earthquake If I decided things could change, would it ever be better that way? It's a shame we let this go so long I'm speaking out with sympathy For all the years of grinding my teeth You're throwing stones through paper homes You cut me off from everything
I'll write about the last few days And what it mean to walk away Saving face but keeping my pace Maybe I didn't feel a thing I can't say that trying to figure out who I've become Hasn't made me a little bit self entitled Is it worse to break and fix yourself, then to crawl out of your hole? I wish I had the guts to say I really tried I gave up, I never felt good enough