Every page of my suicide script
They all have a cross to bear
Like a hammer to the teeth
Answer my misguided prayer
Watch it k** you, watch it k** me
My hypocrisy is so sincere
Each dose of delusion
Becomes a feeding frenzy
Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn't the way I want to live
It's k**ing me
It's k**ing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one sh** left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's k**ing me
It's k**ing me to live
k**ing myself again
k**ing myself again
k**ing myself again
I'm k**ing myself to live
k**ing myself again
k**ing myself again
k**ing myself again
I k** myself to live
Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn't the way I want to live
It's k**ing me
It's k**ing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one sh** left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's k**ing me
It's k**ing me to live
k**ing myself again
k**ing myself to live
k**ing myself again
k**ing myself to live
I'm k**ing
I'm k**ing
I'm k**ing
I'm k**ing myself to live
Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn't the way I want to live
It's k**ing me
It's k**ing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one sh** left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's k**ing me
It's k**ing me to live