I want to get it done myself
To leave your sight your face behind
To hold my world firm in my hand
To try to fight and understand
Before it's gonna get too late
To go there and to find a place
To restructure something old
To put together what was told
Now I know the truth
For all my wishes all my senses faded
And now I search a place to hide
My faith is gone forever
I feel I shouldn't try again
Alone I'm always damned to fail
My dreams of heaven are all gone
I find myself back on the ground
I want stand up for myself
To clean my hands my soul my mind
To start to listen to your sound
To try to move and look around
To tell my blood to freeze my heart
Be your imaginary part
Recall some memories I hold
To free the thoughts that are controlled
You'll see there's nothing more to say