[Verse]
In Valencia, eating at a Wendy's
Sweater on because it's cold and it's windy
Sipping lime Fanta and a Baconator
It was bigger than my fist so I was saving it for later
Frosty in the cup holder, Yeezy on my phone
An hour from my home, four more to go
Last time I was here, I was going gold man
Getting all my goals man, I was dating Rose, man
Back in those days I was a million bucks
Nowadays I'm thinking that the world really s**s
One of these days, my grandma gonna die
Looking at the sky, I was asking God why
Didn't get an answer, He's probably too busy
Who has time for a lost cause trying to rep his city?
If I were Him, I wouldn't answer me neither
Give me all your praises and follow the leader
Look at what I am now, a grotesque creature
Pointing out your flaws is like my number one feature
David's so co*ky, man he's such a jerk now
But don't you understand that currently I'm hurt now?
I'm trying to chill out, should I pill out?
Get me on a beat and watch my feelings spill out
Those wounds cut deep, deeper than a trench
Started from the moment coach put me on a bench
Looking at the stars, longing for identity
Thinking bout the possibilities is my remedy
Looking at my watch like, man it's so busted
Wait a few years, it's gon' be diamond encrusted
I'ma change the world, look dude I'm serious
They're confusing dreaming with being delirious
But they ain't even hearing this, they are only fearing this
They hate it when they realize there ain't no fear in us
Now they so furious, I'm laughing in they face
Cuz they were unexpectedly put into their place
I don't want no beef, we ain't ready for that yet
Just like Baby in the interview, I just want some respek
Underdog story, everybody loves me
Getting to the point where can't nobody be above me
Trying to paint a picture with the pain put in this pa**age
But they'll hear all the co*ky parts and say that I'm a savage
Still a sensitive soul with a hole in my pocket
And no way I can go, you thought I really lost it?
Dark Art was some art from the heart
That's when all the stunting and the misery had start
Back to the story, it was May 21st
Grandma in the hospital, only getting worse
Loss of air to the brain, family insane
Thank God grandma wasn't in no pain
"There's nothing we can do." Worst news of the noon
Sitting there waiting knowing she would die soon
Tears from my grandpa, tears from my dad
Never had I seen two men that sad
All of this happens after pop's birthday too?
Couldn't God wait another year or two?
Nurse was outside printing mortuary forms
They say the sun's brighter after the darkest storms
Joy comes in the morn, but tragedy's a thorn
This mortal curse inherited the moment we are born
I hate to be so negative and sound so out of whack
But life is like an almanac and I'm just spitting facts
I miss the days when white was white and black was black
But most of all, I want that childlike faith back
[Instrumental Breakdown]
[Outro]
This EP is in memory of Grandma Mary Orozco
Who pa**ed away at 9:15 PM
On May 22nd, 2016 from a stroke at the age of 86
We love you and you will forever remain in our hearts
Now back to the album...