Intro True story bout a young n***a [2x] Verse 1 I should've listen to my uncle I ain't wrap it up She told me she was on the pill and now she pregnant f** How I'm go tell my momma that I'm in this situation A new lifes a good thing but ain't no celebration Just some back and fourth calls saying how I messed up Before this, I was doing good and now my stress up Worrying bout what this girl go do, and if she gonna keep it Don't want my current girl to know and so I'm keeping secrets I'm only 20, you only 20, f** is you thinking? Asking all these question, You ain't got no valid reason I'm in defense mode, feel like you tryna trap me? I'm tryna walk away and you just finding ways to grab me I'm just a young black man in school tryna make it I got my own life and here you are just tryna take it I refuse to be another statistic and quiet school But if you have this baby you a f**ing fool (You need to know girl) Hook And I ain't too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes I cry sometimes about it And girl I know it hurt but if this world was perfect Then we could make it work but I doubt it And I ain't too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes I cry sometimes about it And girl I know it hurt but if this world was perfect Then we could make it work but I doubt it Verse 2 Girl I ain't got a thing to give, what you want from a n***a How we bout to raise this baby? We ain't making no figures How we bout to buy this milk? How we bout to buy these diapers? How U go change my life with a little overnighter? I trusted you, you told me you was on the pill And you wanna keep it now, what the f** is your deal? Just because you bout to have my kid don't think you get the title Man I wish this was a dream and you'd just wake up on your cycle Even had to call your daddy, I don't know what else to do He been down this road before, he know what I'm going through
Said he was gonna call and, put some since in your brain Cause since you been to Hampton you ain't even been the same And I feel like maybe he think I'm the one to blame But the crazy think is I feel his pain, I'm so ashamed Don't no n***a wanna know about his daughter having s** Just had to call you on some man sh**, not tryna disrespect I'm just a young man forced to see life early Ain't wanna have no kids until at least thirty Just thought that I could trust a girl I knew for two year But everything that happen was everything that I feared Hook And I ain't too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes I cry sometimes about it And girl I know it hurt but if this world was perfect Then we could make it work but I doubt it And I ain't too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes I cry sometimes about it And girl I know it hurt but if this world was perfect Then we could make it work but I doubt it Verse 3 How I'm break this to my girl, she think I'm the perfect man I got mad at her one night, I think she would understand That I called my ex up, to get my mind off things And now she saying that she pregnant and expecting in the spring If she really love me, maybe we could work it out Naw, she bout to leave me, what the hell I'm talking bout Ain't no woman in they right mind bout to hold a n***a down Knowing when times get hard he just gonna mess around I'm having suicidal thoughts, how could I do this to myself You could say I'm being selfish and he thinking bout himself But, I ain't ask to be put in this position Man I'm f**ed can you find a better definition Man, this woman tryna take two decades from a n***a A lot of things about to be delayed for a n***a But all I'm asking is for you to pray for a n***a You can have my life man I swear I trade with a n***a Outro And I ain't too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes I cry sometimes about it [2x]