Is this coming to an end?
I've seen the writing for years, now I
I've always tried to send
This message to all, but it seems like I've failed
Broken, torn, and misled
By the thoughts in my head
Seems like all that I see
Takes a hold of me
I can't fight this desert in my heart
Left behind by the ones that I love
I would fly to the end if they only could see
Just look at me
There are voices in my head
I do not know if they're real or not
I remember what they said:
"Take all your fears and turn them into hate"
They are trying to pull me down
Tearing and ripping, confusing me
If only someone could help
I've prayed for so long
Still they don't see, don't hear me
Facing ground just once more
Wondering what it's all for
Nothing I could foresee
Takes a hold of me
Strange, oh so strange
I can't fight this desert in my heart
Left behind by the ones that I love
I will fly to the end if you'd only believe me
Well look and see
"These words now left with you,
Were too hard for me to say alive
I never meant to go this way
But in the end I was facing too much for me to bear
Forgive me just this once, 'cause life has done me wrong
I feel I've been set aside
So quietly I walk..."
And darkness turns into light
And warmth now fills my soul
I have found a stillness in my heart
Left the past behind with the ones that I love
I can fly to the end, can you finally see
Now look at me
And I can see no sense at all
I tried so hard to break my fall
I never meant to fly this way
But in the ends it's all...