Stuff my fantasy back down the drain
I wanna k** myself, forget the pain
Harvested love only comes after rain
While I'm stopped at this light I'm gonna blow out my brains
Lay me down on the tracks of the train
No more riddles, I've gone insane
Breaking free of my own chains While I'm stopped at this light I'm gonna forget my name
Drill a hole in my skull let my thoughts leak out
How'd all these teeth get inside my mouth?
Carving days in the wall till I freak out
I call her name, I got faxed some doubt
Bogus nightmares on this sinner's couch
I ate my dinner of dirt, then I spit it out
I'm a handsome devil in the therapist lounge
Show concern, but my mind still burns from the flames you never put out
It was the summer of '93
Big man staring back at me
Don't know why I'm so sad
Paranoid and only a lad
Midgets on my TV
Ice on my wrist
Mother-f** your CD
No one likes that sh**
I'm feeling thirty, turning 20
Counting the hours and dirty money
Happy birthdays are the worst
It's your first day on this earth
Ever since I was kicked out the womb
Slapped and spit out my plastic spoon
Oh the irony, I loathe the villain
Loitering JC Penny's, cold chilling
You don't have to tell me twice
Put on the costume, it's my heroes on ice