Unable to recognize a dream from reality
stuck frozen on the bed
a smell of chemicals and sweat
following the repeating patterns of failed life
strange shapes occurring on the ceiling
like an alien forms of life
with a mind of their own
hallucinations of despair
taking my mind out of the suffering
a sort of bizarre theatre
with a chaotic reason
a mind of their own
a short glimpse, gleam of light
my breathing has stopped
I am now floating into emptiness