[Intro: Andrew Sam]
The only one who can let anything hurt me is myself
And I always let it happen unapologetically
I never give myself a break
[Verse 1: Andrew Sam]
I hurt myself way more than you could ever hope to
I burn myself way more than the matches you hold to
And that's something that no one's ever told you
Don't waste your breath insulting me, 'cause that'll choke you
"Andrew, you're gonna tell me that no one's ever broke you?"
That's exactly what I'm saying, and to me it's old news
The things I tell myself traumatize me everyday
When people ask how you're doing, they wanna hear "OK"
So if you wanna vent, then they'll take it the wrong way
No one wants bad vibes, so they start goin' away
They might be thinking that they're tryna give you some space
But they just don't wanna hear the bad stuff you wanna say
So at the end of the day, there's no one you can count on
So for those who hurt themselves, just listen to this song
You're your own harshest critic, and you can never quit it
Addicted to the pain, friend, I guess we're just addicted
[Chorus: Andrew Sam]
I can't forgive myself and that's my problem
Always put myself in the losers column
They say that they're your friends, but when you call 'em
They go away like Nightwing in Gotham [x2]
[Verse 2: Andrew Sam]
I'm the only one who sees what's wrong with my face
I've got so many reasons why I'm a disgrace
Never feelin' like I fit in at any place
Oh well, no one wants to listen in any case
I don't like being alone, 'cause then I start to think
Putting myself so far down that my feelings sink
Slipping in the cold, all without a skating rink
Lyin' in the dark and I can barely sleep a wink
When girls stop responding, I'm thinking it's my fault
Then I can never halt / This self-critical a**ault
I never consider if anyone else should be blamed
Always trash myself yet somehow I can keep sane
I should forgive myself, we should all start doing so
But where're we s'pposed to start? We don't 'cause we don't know
You're your own harshest critic, and you can never quit it
Addicted to the pain, friend, I guess we're just addicted
[Chorus: Andrew Sam]
I can't forgive myself and that's my problem
Always put myself in the losers column
They say that they're your friends, but when you call 'em
They go away like Nightwing in Gotham [x2]