TWake up each morning an hour early to check it
Sinking feeling when met with an empty mailbox
hit inbox bu*ton repeatedly, there must be a mistake
stare at a blank screen...
waiting...waiting...waiting...
Addiction...
Searching for it
watching the clock...going to be late for work
Gulp down the coffee
one last click...Nothing!
Addiction...
Arrive at work...logging on
grab coffee and a donut...
careful not to get it on the keyboard
where is everyone?
there must be something wrong...
empty mailbox...need a new enter key
Addiction...
Phones start ringing
take a message
where is that blasted email
cussing at the inbox
nothing...nothing...take computer apart to clean it
Addiction...
Surf the net...check the mouse
still nothing...
inbox...inbox...testing 1-2-3 anyone out there?
anxiety...withdrawls...frustration...
Screaming fits of rage
Addiction...
hours past
time to go home now...
empty feeling inside, nobody wanted to chat?
frownie face...puzzled face
enter, enter, enter.....nothing in the inbox...
Addiction...
*sighs*
Reaches for the log off switch
light comes on...inbox...inbox...something is there.
Adrenaline rush...sweaty palms...who is it from?
click the bu*ton...
anticipation...
something is there... wait... what is this...
"You too can win $25,000 by playing group lotto online!"
SPAM!
Addiction...
Let down...
Spam mail...log offline
Leave office make way back home
open the door...
turn on the light...
toss keys and mail onto the table...
walk pa**ed the office...
Addiction...
Creep back to the office...
Sit down in chair.
Turn on machine listen to modem connect
Inbox... Empty...
...
Addiction...