I don't know how to start this sh*t
But lately i've been in the dark 'n' sh*t
Sometimes i try to change myself, i hate myself
And i just fall apart 'n' sh*t
I give too many fu*ks
Maybe it's the drugs
Maybe i'm just too fu*king complicated
For anybody to love
Maybe i should blame myself
'cause i keep fu*king up
Maybe i'm just overreacting
And i should toughen up
Buckle up
I pull out my driveway and hop on the highway to hell
This ain't the right way, things never go my way
And that is the reason i'm saying farewell
Goodbye to all and i don't wanna hear that i'm selfish
'cause this ain't your story to tell
I'm sorry i fell
But where thе fu*k were you when i was so down
And i needеd some help?
Look
I've really fu*king had it
Imagine a damn life
Where i don't exist
It don't make a difference
I'm damn right
Ashamed that i can't really do anything right
I'm drained and i can't really put up a damn fight
I'm lost and i can't see a path in my damn sight
I been shot from behind like multiple damn times
And all the lies and cries make it feel like i been died
And realize they ain't even real no more