I’ve burned some bridges
And I’ve torn down some fences
Some I’m still mendin’
Some I’m leavin’ the ashes where they lie
I’ve cursed at my mother
And I’ve stole from my father
Turned into a stranger
Right in front of my lover’s eyes
Oh but once in my life I found freedom
That was bigger than myself or a song
I guess that surrender was something I needed
To show that I was needin’ all along
‘Cause people like me have to live in hell to see if heaven is worth it
Take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find purpose
But if forgiveness never comes, I’ll understand
But if I die I’m gonna die with me knowin’
Who I was ain’t who I am
I’ve made excuses
Sold a million lies
I blamed it on the Devil
When it was me this entire time
But it’s been 26 days
Since I felt that release
Since I stepped out from the corners
Let go of the mast to k** the shadows holdin’ me
People like me have to live in hell to see if heaven is worth it
Take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find a purpose
I’m not prayin’ for acceptance
But if forgiveness never comes, I’ll understand
If I die I’m gonna die with me knowin’
That who I was ain’t who I am
‘Cause people like me have to live in hell to see if heaven is worth it
Take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find purpose
But if forgiveness never comes, I’ll understand
But if I die I’m gonna die with me knowin’
Who I was and who I am
People like me have to live in hell to see if heaven is worth it
Take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find a purpose
I’m not prayin’ for acceptance
But if forgiveness never comes, I’ll understand
If I die I’m gonna die with me knowin’
That who I was ain’t who I am
If I die I’m gonna die with me knowin’
Who I was ain’t who I am