[Intro] [Verse 1] Yo, I'm 19 I don't wanna turn 20 Cause I ain't been doing sh** I feel like I'm so empty All I got is a dream and a penny My uncle used to drive us around With his blue Mag with the hemi But everything change even if you wasn't ready They saying sh** about me they never met me But I ain't got nothing to say I ain't met 'em And really this is just the bedding To cushion your fall You fell in love and wasn't looking at all You tried to stop but you couldn't at all I told my friends that I got them Once a n***a get his foot in the door They never thought that I would took it this far But I took it this far [Hook] I wrote a letter And I left it on the dresser I don't know if you gonna see it But I hope you get to read it Oh me? I'm doing better I'm just a little under pressure I mean I'm stuck in this town Everyday I run around Trying to get my sh** together [Verse 2] I knew this chick named Daisy She said she had a n***a on every block In the hood cause they always trying to play me So I'mma be the heart breaker Love will never phase me So she thought like a n***a until she had a baby Damn, her life crazy City full of young girls that wanna f** n***as
Just to call themselves wavy Go get a good job cause you don't want to be Known as a hood pop And you don't wanna be known as a good pop That be letting them low life n***as cut like wood shop And if a good n***a should not You never answer cause you know They trying to cuff like a good cop [Hook] I wrote a letter And I left it on the dresser I don't know if you gonna see it But I hope you get to read it Oh me? I'm doing better I'm just a little under pressure I mean I'm stuck in this town Everyday I run around Trying to get my sh** together [Verse 2] Man, I ain't f**ing with this college sh** I mean these school ain't trying To give out no scholarships Whatever happened to those promises About how we going to make it out of this But all this extra honors sh** And you ain't honest b**h Yeah, I'm being lied to So I throw on some sh** that I could ride to So I could nod too I hope this hood ain't the reason that I die too The reason that my mother cry too, yeah... But we still move on I'm just hoping that the time heals all yeah... But we still move on I'm just hoping that the time heals all yeah... [Outro]