Can I speak my mind? Can I say what I've never said?
First I thought you were just a little distant
But now I realize: there was no interest at all
Ignoring this boy caused much more than we could ever see
How couldn't I see?
Ignoring was more than indifference for him
It just k**ed his self-esteem
As a boy he tried to catch your attention
Now he's living hell to impress you
He's trying to become what you want him to be, even if it hurts
Is this what you want? A shadow of yourself?
Or is it something I didn't do?
This is not what it was supposed to be
All is helpless, he is done, will never forgive
Where's my dream of a loving family?
Could we even make it? We had it all
But you couldn't let it happen
How couldn't I see?
Ignoring was more than indifference for him
It just k**ed his self-esteem